| itz been a week we've separated... still chaos in my mind to figure out what happened.. and what should i going on... coincident read an article.. and somehow it does match my favorite song lately.. so as my moody feeling... interesting... "Relationships are like mini-classrooms in our lives and life has a funny way of sending us signs when class is coming to an end. How you chose to be aware of these signs tells how you will deal with the changes ahead. There will be clear aspects that show a fork in the road, but for most people change can be a very scary thing -- so much so it makes us slow down our time line of growth and progress. It's important to know that we have completed our lessons in a relationship and are graduating to the next level/experience. Also, keep in mind that it's never a failure when a relationship ends -- more a graduation day for lessons well-learned. In the end, it all comes down to free will along with the grace and courage to move forward in a new positive direction, blessing the past and embracing the future." 愛一個上一課 像有感情 到天星 看風景
他似無還有偏卻 不承認
為了此人 算初戀 太高興
失去承受更悲傷的本領
然後遇著 我至今的經典
曾緊張得似應戰 一晚渡無限風險
然後漸漸 沉重到 不願見
人會變 情會厭 從沒甚麼保險
* 誰擔保可不可 有一個愛一個
為何我不可 值得好點結果
即使悔恨又如何 別離得多不痛楚
其實帶淚都該慶賀 失戀不怕多
多得天的許可 愛一個上多一課
自由也不錯 被吹熄的愛火
光影總算照亮過 想開心如何懶惰
無謂算盡機關只要情動 也不敢錯過*
逃避寂寞 期待吃喝玩樂
談得多戀愛更覺 不領會何謂快樂
誰是玩伴 誰是愛的幻覺
誰與我 能永遠 留在夢中天國 |
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| think too much lately stressed... made me had a really bad nightemare these days yes.. dayS... couldn't have good sleep lately... but i do feel better now after a quick chat with momo and i've made up my mind to be in part of lobbi's wedding then... nothing else is important! |
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| lobbi propose a very tempting offer to free me a one-way ticket to uk...  hmm.. i'm really glad but still gonna check with my boss on the leave schedule... hehe thx anyway i really 'sum ling' of your kindness  |
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| had a shopping day for lobbi then visited kaka's home for dinner itz good to see them and i've got an enjoyable evening with them having bad term with mike these days stay at home after church whole day today i guess momo's analogy between stock investment n relation is only halfway correct.. for me itz not only physically/ bread matter but i do need someone able to satisfy me mentally oops.. when i say the term "satisfy me" didn't necessarily to read my mind but at least he'd feel comfort of how the way i live, how the way i am and wouldn't made me such as a sinful person... sigh |
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| i guess most people... who all are lonely yes i do.. whatever how hard i try to please someone the end is still only to please myself... indeed i'm so much enjoy to spend time with cm really! it was always so much fun to be with them i can't blame ppl who don't understand the fun coz they are really so conservative not allow anyone new to cross their bond but i do admit itz me i'm glad they treat me as one of them how nice  and itz fun |
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